Song Lyrics

[Verse 1] First kiss, down by the beach Seventeen, sand stuck to our feet You looked at me like I was gold Said, "Don't be scared, just lose control" We carved our names in the wood You said we'd come back, we never would You were already chasing skies Even then, I saw the flight in your eyes [Pre-Chorus] And I stayed right where we began While you became more sky than man [Chorus] You’re the Hawk I couldn’t catch Too high, too far, too fast You left and I stayed small But I still hear you when I fall I say I’ve let it fade with time But I saw you again at twenty-nine And just like that, I broke in two I still love you, and I always do [Verse 2] I saw you again that autumn night Ten years gone, but you still felt right You smiled like the world hadn’t changed I smiled like I’d done the same You asked if I still thought of us I laughed it off, I played it tough But your voice hit like a wave Took me straight back to the life we gave [Pre-Chorus] And maybe you don’t feel it too But every part of me remembers you [Chorus] You’re the Hawk I couldn’t catch Too wild to ever come back You moved on like the wind does And I’m still choking on your dust I tell myself I’m doing fine But I still sleep in what you left behind It’s been years, but it’s still true I still love you, and I always do [Bridge] That hoodie still lives on my bed And your name still lives in my head You kissed me soft, you kissed me sure And I’ve never felt anything more pure We were kids with hearts too big But you were always meant to live In open skies, not arms like mine Still, I hoped you'd circle back in time [Final Chorus] You’re the Hawk I couldn’t hold You left young and you left cold You came back, but not to stay Just to haunt me in a brand new way I pretend that I’ve outgrown That beach, that look, that kind of home But you still fly through everything I do I still love you, and I always do

[Verse 1]
You showed up like you always do
Soft words, fake truth
You said you missed me, said you changed
But I knew better, same old game
You pulled me close, you played it kind
But you were already flying blind
You took my body, left my mind
And vanished right on time
[Pre-Chorus 1]
You didn’t stay, you never planned
I was just something you could land
[Chorus 1]
I don’t need goodbye
You already said enough with your lie
You used my love and left me bare
Then acted like you were never there
You’re the Hawk, you never stay
You leave the second things get grey
You don’t get one more word to try
I don’t need goodbye
To say goodbye
[Verse 2]
You looked me in the eyes and lied
You spoke of Hollie like she'd arrive
A baby name, a future fake
You built a dream just to watch it break
You knew I’d hold on, you knew I’d fall
But you were never there at all
You said “forever,” meant “tonight”
You flew off by morning light
[Pre-Chorus 2]
You gave her name, but not her life
Just words you used to twist the knife
[Chorus 2]
I don’t need goodbye
You don’t deserve another try
You fed me hope, then killed it fast
Now you're just someone in my past
You’re the Hawk who flies alone
Hollie was a lie you’d never own
You don’t get tears, you don’t get why
I don’t need goodbye
To learn to fly
[Bridge]
You called it love, but it was need
You left a scar I didn’t bleed
You spoke her name like it was peace
But it was just your sweet release
I gave it heart, I gave it breath
You gave it silence and regret
[Final Chorus]
I don’t need goodbye
You said it all when you passed me by
I gave you truth, you gave me games
Now I don’t even speak your name
You flew in just to disappear
But I’m still here and crystal clear
No last words, no second cry
I don’t need goodbye
To say goodbye

[Verse 1] I say I’m fine when they ask me Smile like I’m strong but it’s empty He said “forever” then watched me break Left me with pieces he didn’t take I fake a laugh and play it cool But I still ache like love’s a wound He told me lies that sounded true Then vanished like they always do [Pre-Chorus] They think I’ve moved on and healed But I’m still stuck on what was real [Chorus] I’m still here still holding on Still pretending nothing’s wrong He tore me down but I got through Even if I’m black and blue I keep my voice calm and clear But don’t mistake it I’m still here [Verse 2] I trusted someone I called him a friend He waited until the moment would bend I turned around and just like that He crossed the line I can’t take back And Hawk he knew the words to say Made me believe then walked away He touched my soul then left it bare Like I was never really there [Pre-Chorus 2] I wear my silence like a shield But deep inside I never healed [Chorus 2] I’m still here I fake my sleep I’ve got wounds that run too deep They see strength but they don’t see The war that’s still inside of me I keep it quiet disappear But truth is yeah I’m still here [Bridge] I don’t want revenge I just want peace A quiet mind a little release They say I’m fine they think I’m free But I’m still haunted underneath [Final Chorus] I’m still here not clean not whole Still feeling every place he stole They took so much but not my fire I’m still alive I still rise higher He never loved me that’s the scar But I still breathe no matter how far I didn’t quit I stayed sincere I stayed alive I’m still here

[Verse 1] Woke up feeling fine, made my coffee, had a smile I put on a playlist that makes me forget for a while I danced around the kitchen, laughed at nothing real But then your ghost slid in like a silent reel [Pre-Chorus] I tell my friends I’m good now, don’t need you at all But some nights I still wake up hoping for you to call [Chorus] Some days I’m fire, I’m flying so high Other days I’m drowning in your goodbye I don’t need you, I swear, then I break Sometimes I miss you so bad it makes my body ache I’m fine, I’m wrecked, I’m free, I’m chained I’m sunshine lost in pouring rain Yeah, I’m okay without you Until I’m not again [Verse 2] I scroll past your name, heart aches like a stone Half of me hates you, half can’t leave you alone I scream into pillows, laugh with a lie Truth is, I miss you and I don’t know why [Pre-Chorus] I tell my friends I’m good now, don’t need you at all But some nights I still wake up hoping for you to call [Chorus] Some days I’m fire, I’m flying so high Other days I’m drowning in your goodbye I don’t need you, I swear, then I break Sometimes I miss you so bad it makes my body ache I’m fine, I’m wrecked, I’m free, I’m chained I’m sunshine lost in pouring rain Yeah, I’m okay without you Until I’m not again [Bridge] You’re the poison and the cure The crash and the allure I go hours not thinking about you at all Then I’m choking on silence, dying to call [Final Chorus] Some days I’m fire, I’m finally alright Other days I’m curled up losing the fight I don’t need you, I swear, then I fall Craving the nothing that gave me it all I’m strong, I’m weak, I stand, I bend I don’t need you, but even I know that isn’t true Yeah, I’m okay without you Until I’m not again [Outro] Maybe one day this storm will pass But tonight, I’m shattered glass

[Verse 1] You left like it was nothing new Like I was easy to undo But you never saw behind my door The version of me on the floor You smiled, you laughed, you moved ahead While I couldn’t even leave my bed You never saw the sleepless nights The panic, the pills, the losing fight [Pre-Chorus] You tell yourself I just moved on But I was barely holding on [Chorus] You’ll never know how dark it got The way I broke, the way I lost You never saw me drown in pain Hands shaking, screaming out your name You’ll never feel how cold it stayed The empty hours, the mess you made You walked away, you never thought You’ll never know how dark it got [Verse 2] I stopped eating, stopped my friends Closed the curtains, let it end I stared at walls for days on end Thought maybe death was just the mend You lived your life, you kissed her lips While I was slipping off the cliffs I lost my faith, I lost my skin Fell so far I caved within [Pre-Chorus] But you’ll never sit with that regret You’ll never carry my side of it [Chorus] You’ll never know how dark it got The bathroom floor, the pills I fought The way my body gave out cold The nights I prayed to not grow old You’ll never taste that bitter fear The silent screams that no one hears You lived your life, you never thought You’ll never know how dark it got [Bridge] I wish you’d seen behind the door The lifeless girl you left before But you were smiling, breathing free While I was buried underneath [Final Chorus] You’ll never know how deep I fell The silent hell I knew too well You’ll never see the scars I hide The part of me that nearly died You’ll never carry one regret But I’m still crawling through it yet You walked away, you never thought You’ll never know How dark it got

[Verse 1] She sat me down with careful eyes Said, “Tell me the truth, no more disguise” “Why did he leave? What went wrong? Why do you look like you’re barely holding on?” I could’ve told her how you lied How you broke me down inside But I bit my tongue, I let it slide And made her think it’s all my fight [Pre-Chorus] It’s easier to take the blame Than speak the truth and stain your name [Chorus] I took the fall so you look clean Told her you were everything Said I broke us, pushed you out Said I filled the space with doubt I made it sound like you were gold That I’m the one who lost control She doesn’t know the wreck, the scars I took the fall to hide your flaws [Verse 2] I told her I was hard to love Said I gave up when it got tough Said you were loyal, said you stayed That I’m the reason you walked away She bought the story, every word While I drowned beneath what they heard It’s easier to break apart Than let them see my shattered heart [Pre-Chorus] I wear the weight, I wear the shame While you walk free without your name [Chorus] I took the fall so you look good Said I never understood Blamed myself for all the cracks While you just smiled and turned your back I made it easy to believe That I’m the only one who grieves She’ll never know how hard you pulled I took the fall so you look whole [Bridge] Maybe one day I’ll tell the truth But I still bleed protecting you It’s easier to lie than face The way you left me in this place [Final Chorus] I took the fall, I let it slide Buried the wreck you left inside Told her I was never strong That I’m the one who did you wrong But deep down, I know what’s real The lies you fed, the scars I feel I hate the weight, but through it all I took the fall

[Verse 1] She still thinks you were good for me Still says I let it go too fast Tells me maybe you’d forgive me If I’d just admit my part in the past She doesn’t know what really happened Only what I let her believe And I just smile and let her say it While I sit with what you did to me [Pre-Chorus] I could break it down, say every word But I’ve carried this too long, and it’s barely worth it [Chorus] I’m still holding it The lie I told to keep you clean She thinks I wrecked a good thing Still says I should make it right Still sees you in a softer light She doesn’t ask what you took from me She just wants me to let it be So I keep holding it [Verse 2] I said you stayed, said I gave up Said I was cold, said you were kind And now she talks like you were perfect Like I’m the one who crossed the line She still believes I should fix it Still thinks I walked without a fight And I just let her say your name Like it doesn’t still keep me up at night [Pre-Chorus] You left the mess, I cleaned it up And I’m the one they think gave up [Chorus] I’m still holding it The version I gave her, soft and neat While you got to leave discreet She still thinks I broke your heart She doesn’t know you tore me apart So I smile and let her speak While I keep rotting underneath Still holding it [Bridge] I made it easy for you to go And she still doesn’t even know [Final Chorus] I’m still holding it Not because you earned my grace But because I can’t face her face She still thinks I gave up on love But I was just surviving you I took the fall And she still doesn’t know

[Verse 1] I’ve spent a year building his name Told every person I’m the one to blame I called him good, I called him kind Said he’s the best I’ll ever find I said he loved me with his whole heart That I’m the one who tore it apart I smiled through every lie I told Protecting him like solid gold [Pre-Chorus] Because if they knew the cracks he made I’d have to face the mess I became [Chorus] So I let him go for his own good Told them I’d break him if I could Said I walked away to save his light That I’d just ruin him overnight I praise his name, I guard his face While I’m the one lost in disgrace I wear the blame, I choke the truth I let him go for his own good [Verse 2] My best friend asks me why I hide Why I don’t fight to stay in his life I tell her he deserves the world That I’m just poison dressed as a girl I talk about how much he gave How hard he fought, how much he stayed But every word just cuts me deep ‘Cause I know it’s all a lie I keep [Pre-Chorus] If they knew the way he let me break They’d see the love I had was fake [Chorus] So I let him go for his own good Told them I’d wreck him if I could Said I walked away to save his light That I’d just ruin him overnight I praise his name, I guard his face While I’m the one lost in disgrace I wear the blame, I choke the truth I let him go for his own good [Bridge] I could’ve torn his name apart Exposed the cracks behind his heart But I held back, I stayed small Took the fall, protected it all [Final Chorus] So I let him go for his own good Played the villain like I should Told the world he never failed While I unravel, frail, derailed I call him perfect, I take the shame Let everyone worship his name But deep down I know what’s true He broke me first But I shielded you

[Verse 1] You saw me smile, thought I was fine Like I wasn’t still sinking slow You thought the dark was done That maybe I’d really moved on But I pulled back Stopped calling, left that gap You never asked, just let it be And I never said what he did to me [Pre-Chorus] You spent your life catching my fall I couldn’t let you take it all [Chorus] If you knew how bad it got The nights I drank, how much I lost If you knew the things he said The way he fucked with my head If you saw the cracks I hide You’d blame yourself for letting it slide That’s the truth I always protect Even now, with every breath [Verse 2] I lied and said he brought me peace While he wrecked me piece by piece Told you love was why I stayed Not fear, not shame, not getting played You saw a light, I let it show For once, you weren’t weighed down, I know And when it all turned black again I kept my distance, didn’t come then [Pre-Chorus] I wore the mask so you’d be free From one more weight you didn’t need [Chorus] If you knew the nights I cried The fights I lost, the parts that died If you knew the truths I bent So you could breathe, not resent If you saw the version he broke The grip, the games, the words he spoke You’d wonder why I let it slide But some things, J, I’ll never say [Bridge] I needed you to think I healed Not watch me spiral, raw and real I needed you to breathe, not fall Not watch me break, not see it all [Final Chorus] If you knew how deep it went What it cost to just pretend If you knew how hard I tried To keep you safe from what’s inside If you asked, I’d fall apart Couldn’t even get the words to start So I just keep on telling you What I need you to think is true [Final Line] But some things, J, I’ll never say

[Verse 1] You said I was safe with you Said you'd never walk away Called me your constant, your home Then dropped me like dead weight You said I made you better Said no one else gets close Then fucked me over with a smile Like love was just a joke [Pre-Chorus] You said it, over and over And I was dumb enough to believe Now I tattoo every word you spoke As proof you knew how to deceive [Chorus] You said you loved me But you loved control Said you’d protect me But left me cold Said I was different Then treated me cheap Fed me your lies While you fucked me to sleep You called it real Now I call it sick You called it love But you meant trick Don’t ever say You meant it once You said you loved me But you just loved what you got [Verse 2] You said you'd never lie But left out half the truth Said it wasn’t about sex But still stripped me down for proof Said I was all you needed But needed someone else You didn’t love me You just loved how I felt [Pre-Chorus] You wrote me lines like a fucking script Like it was all rehearsed and clean But I’ve kept every twisted line To show them what you really mean [Chorus] You said you loved me But you loved control Said you’d protect me But left me cold Said I was different Then treated me cheap Fed me your lies While you fucked me to sleep You called it real Now I call it sick You called it love But you meant trick Don’t ever say You meant it once You said you loved me But you just loved what you got [Bridge] I bled for that line Held on like it mattered But you were just bored And I was just shattered Say it again, I dare you now Say it slow, so I can laugh out loud [Final Chorus] You said you loved me You swore it was true But real love doesn’t Destroy like you do You said you loved me What a fucking joke You loved the damage You left when you broke Say it again Like it means a thing You said you loved me But you didn’t feel a thing

[Verse 1] We were just friends, you knew the line Told you “no” a hundred times You’d laugh it off, play it cool Said, “You know I’d never push the rules” But that night, I lost my grip Slurred my words, started to slip You poured another, watched me spin And waited quiet while you stepped in [Pre-Chorus] You saw the lights go down You waited till I turned around [Chorus] I wasn’t yours to touch You knew that, I said enough You waited for the moment When I couldn’t fight you off I wasn’t teasing, I wasn’t free I was leaning on you to look out for me You took your chance, didn’t make a sound You moved in close When I turned around [Verse 2] Wasn’t in your bed, wasn’t bold Just a girl too drunk and cold Barefoot, leaning on the sink You knew I couldn’t even think I felt your breath before your hand I froze too fast to take a stand And you just kept pretending care Like I had wanted you right there [Pre-Chorus] You didn’t ask, you didn’t pause You knew damn well what my no was [Chorus] I wasn’t yours to take But you treated me like a mistake You waited till my guard was gone And then you proved I’d been wrong I wasn’t asking, wasn’t weak But you came in when I couldn’t speak You didn’t stop, you didn’t back down You made your move When I turned around [Bridge] Now I jump at every stare Trust don’t live for me anywhere You ruined kind, you ruined care And left your guilt in my despair [Final Chorus] I wasn’t yours, you heard me say No a thousand sober ways But you waited for the wine to hit Then acted like I wanted it Now you live like nothing’s wrong But I’ve been carrying this all along I remember every sound And the silence When I turned around [Outro] You weren’t confused You weren’t drunk You just did what you wanted And called it love But I was clear And you knew the ground Still you broke me When I turned around

[Verse 1] They say I look good now Like the fight is done I sit through dinner Like I’m not trying to run But every bite still screams “You’ve lost control” And I still grieve The days I let it go [Pre-Chorus] They clap for the weight But they don’t know The empty girl I still won’t let go [Chorus] I miss starving, I miss the high That quiet ache I couldn’t hide I miss the way my body felt Like I was fading into myself Now I’m stronger, now I eat But most nights, I can’t sleep I still dream of the ghost of me Even if she almost buried me [Verse 2] Used to skip three meals Just to feel in control The hunger meant power It made me whole Now they say I’m brave For taking bites But I still cry When the jeans fit tight [Pre-Chorus] I know she lied, I know it’s pain But sometimes I want her back again [Chorus] I miss starving, I miss the rush The sharp control, the fragile hush I miss the pride in turning down Another bite, another round Now I’m healing, now I try But some days, I still want to hide I still reach for the ghost of me Even if she almost buried me [Bridge] She’s not who I want to be But she still whispers constantly In the mirror, in my skin Begging me to let her in [Final Chorus] I still eat, I still pretend But God, I wish I could starve again Wish I could feel that hollow space Where all the noise would be erased Now I’m breathing, now I cope But some nights, I lose hope Cause I still ache for the ghost of me Even knowing she’ll never set me free [Outro] Yeah, I still ache for the ghost of me And some days, I wish she'd come take me

[Verse 1] I gave him names he never wore Called him honest, called him more Fed my hope on every lie While he sharpened his wings to fly Built him gods from broken glass Swore his silence meant he'd last Buried warnings in my chest But craving always sounded like yes [Pre-Chorus] I wrote his face into my skin Screamed he'd break the hurt I was in But he was gone before I fell And I still worshipped at that shell [Chorus] He was never coming back Never stayed to see the cracks I drowned for him, broke for two But he never lost sleep over me I stitched his name into my veins While he forgot me, played his games Cold truth carved into black He was never coming back [Verse 2] I romanticised his hands, his words While he buried me under the dirt I made his absence some grand ache But he just left, it wasn’t fate Told myself I was the storm But he walked away untouched, warm I burned down everything I knew For a man who never fought for me [Pre-Chorus] I held the ashes, kissed the pain Convinced it meant he’d feel the same But his love never hit the floor It was always less, I just wanted more [Chorus] He was never coming back Never stayed to patch the cracks I bled for him, begged for signs While he was building other lies I made him rare, made him ache But he just left and watched me break Truth I choked but couldn’t unpack He was never coming back [Bridge] I named the ghost my only cure Let obsession make me sure But his love was plastic, sharp, and thin And I kept breaking, not him [Final Chorus] He was never coming back My loyalty cracked my spine in half I bled out worth, shattered pride While he ghosted out the other side I made him more, carved him deep But ghosts don’t stay, they never weep Let it sting, let it crack He was never, never coming back

[Verse 1] You don’t say my name, not in daylight You don’t look back when she’s in sight You play the part, you play it clean But I still haunt you in between She’s your answer, I’m your itch The one you buried, but never quit You smile like you’re over me But I know what you feel when you try to sleep [Pre-Chorus] You don’t want me But you want the way I made you weak [Chorus] I’m your crack, your curse, your fix The poison hit you couldn’t quit You hate the high, you hate the need But you still crave the taste of me She’s your calm, I’m your vice The one mistake that felt too right You don’t want love, you want control But I’m the one that shakes your soul [Verse 2] She fits easy, fits the plan I was the chaos you couldn’t stand You called me loud, called me wrong But I’m the pull that’s still too strong You kiss her slow, keep your pace But you feel me like a heat you chase I’m not your now, I’m not your plan But I’m the rush you still can’t stand [Pre-Chorus] You tell yourself you’ve moved ahead But I still dance inside your head [Chorus] I’m your crack, your need, your flaw The girl that broke your perfect law You hate the way I make you feel ‘Cause I’m the only thing that’s real She’s your Sunday, I’m your sin The one you lost but breathe back in You don’t want truth, you want to lie But I’m still fire in your quiet sky [Bridge] You’ll never say it, never show But I’m the part you can’t let go I’m not the one you want to choose But I’m the one you hate to lose [Final Chorus] I’m your crack, your ghost, your burn The lesson that you never learn You try to run, you try to hide But I’m the hunger deep inside You don’t want love, you want escape But I’m the taste you still replay You’ll never call, but you still feel I’m the craving that won’t heal

Verse 1] You look at me like you just know Like I’m the place you wanna go I play along, I wear the face But there’s no feeling in this space I say the words you wanna hear I let you pull me close, stay near But in my chest, it’s empty air I’m not falling, I’m just there [Pre-Chorus] You think this means something to me But I let you believe [Chorus] You still believe I want the same You think I’m caught up in the flame You feel real, I feel numb You chase love, I just run You see forever in my eyes I’ve got a temporary high I don’t stop you, I let it be You still believe but that’s on me [Verse 2] You talk about the things we’ll do I nod my head, I smile too But none of this is sinking in I’m never letting you begin You’re all in deep, I’m barely here I keep the lines blurred, crystal clear I’m holding back, I’m staying cold I’m not the story that you’re sold [Pre-Chorus] You think this means something to me But I let you believe [Chorus] You still believe I want the same You think I’m caught up in the flame You feel real, I feel numb You chase love, I just run You see forever in my eyes I’ve got a temporary high I don’t stop you, I let it be You still believe but that’s on me [Bridge] I don’t correct you when you dream I just keep playing out this scene I’m not the ending that you see But I let you believe [Final Chorus] You still believe I want the same You think I’m caught up in the flame You feel real, I feel numb You chase love, I just run You see forever in my eyes I’ve got a temporary high I don’t stop you, I let it be You still believe but that’s on me [Outro] I don’t stop you, I let it be You still believe but that’s on me

[Verse 1] I ran the game, I played it well Tore through hearts, I couldn’t tell Fed the lies, made them fall Watched them crumble, felt nothing at all Thought I’d never pay the price Built my world on thin disguise But karma’s quiet, karma waits And now she’s laughing in my face [Pre-Chorus] Didn’t flinch, didn’t care Till I saw myself right there [Chorus] Karma got me good Sent you in to take me down Used me up, ripped me out Left me choking on my doubt I played with hearts, thought I’d win Now I drown in my own sin Thought I’d run, misunderstood Karma got me good [Verse 2] I left the mess, I wore the crown Watched them fall, I stood my ground Laughed it off, cold and clean Didn’t feel a goddamn thing But you walked in, played it sweet Cut me down, knocked my feet Guess I earned the hit I took Guess karma doesn’t miss a look [Pre-Chorus] Didn’t flinch, didn’t care Till I saw myself right there [Chorus] Karma got me good Sent you in to take me down Used me up, ripped me out Left me choking on my doubt I played with hearts, thought I’d win Now I drown in my own sin Thought I’d run, misunderstood Karma got me good [Bridge] All the games, all the lies Now I wear them in my eyes Didn’t bleed when I broke them But now I bleed again, again [Final Chorus] Karma got me good Didn’t flinch, she took her time Sent you in to wreck my pride Left me ruined on the line I played with hearts, I wrecked the rules Now I’m the fool beneath your shoes Thought I’d run, misunderstood Karma got me good

[Verse 1] You tell yourself you’ve shut me down Like I’m a habit you’ve outgrown You say it’s done, you say it’s gone But that calm never lasts long You keep quiet, lock it tight But I still hit you late at night No name, no call, no sign But I’m still running through your mind [Pre-Chorus 1] You fight it off, you shut the door But I’m still there, just like before [Chorus] You crave it anyway, even when it burns Try to drown it out, but I still return No name, no face, no proof to show I’m the ghost you can’t let go You crave it anyway, doesn’t matter why Still feel me hit when the night runs dry You keep quiet, but it won’t change I’m the pull you can’t explain [Verse 2] You switch it off, you kill the sound But I’m still there when no one’s around You fill the space, you play it right But silence always wins the fight You chase calm, but lose control Pretend it’s nothing, feel it roll You shut your eyes, but I’m still near You’ll never outrun what’s already here [Pre-Chorus 2] You fight it off, lock the door tight But I’m still there, like I’ll always be [Chorus] You crave it anyway, even when it burns Try to drown it out, but I still return No name, no face, no proof to show I’m the ghost you can’t let go You crave it anyway, doesn’t matter why Still feel me hit when the night runs dry You keep quiet, but it won’t change I’m the pull you can’t explain [Bridge] You don’t call, you don’t break But I still hit when you’re awake Not a name, not a face Just a ghost you can’t escape [Final Chorus] You crave it anyway, even when it burns Try to drown it out, but I still return No name, no face, no proof to show I’m the ghost you can’t let go You crave it anyway, can’t say why Still feel me hit when the night runs dry You keep quiet, but it won’t fade I’m the ghost you can’t outrun

[Verse 1] Is she lying on your chest right now? Do you hold her like you held me down? Does she know what that spot once meant? Or do you flinch when she gets too content? You say you’ve moved, you say you’re good But I know the way you fake your moods She’s got your hand, but not your mind Tell me, do I cross it time to time? [Pre-Chorus] When the lights are low and she’s asleep Do your thoughts start slipping back to me? [Chorus] Do you ever wish for one more night? One more taste of that wildfire light Do you miss the way I said your name Not soft, not safe, but untamed Would you trade her calm for my chaos? Would you wake me up in your darkest dream? Be honest, boy, don’t lie tonight Do you ever wish for one more night? [Verse 2] When she leans in and closes space Does it ever feel a little misplaced? She plays it gentle, plays it sweet But can she pull your soul to your knees? You think of me, I know you do In every fight she doesn’t get you through She’s warm and soft, but not the fight You lost the fire, not just the girl that night [Pre-Chorus] You can fake your smile and lock your jaw But I still see through every flaw [Chorus] Do you ever wish for one more night? The kind we never cared what’s right Do you miss the scratch, the bite, the burn? Do her hands feel soft but never earned? Would you risk her trust for just one call? Would you watch us rise just to let her fall? You say you’re fine, but your eyes don’t lie Do you ever wish for one more night? [Bridge] I’m the ghost she doesn’t know Still wrapped around your soul And if you close your eyes too long You’ll hear my voice like a song [Final Chorus] Do you ever wish for one more taste? The rush you swore you’d never replace Do you lie in bed and play pretend Or trace the edge of what we could’ve been? She’s good, she’s kind, but not that high I’m the reason your heart won’t lie Say what you want, but we both know right You still wish for one more night

[Verse 1] I used to tear myself apart Thinking where I lost my heart Tore my mind up every night Trying to figure why the fuck you left me dry Took me a year to see it clear You never cared, you were never near Played me dumb, wore your disguise Left me begging, fed me lies [Pre-Chorus] I don't lose sleep like I used to Now I know the truth about you [Chorus] Now I know you never meant shit to me Every word, a chain to bleed me Pulled me close just to break me down Fed me lies, let me fucking drown Now I know you were never real Hollow name, dead cold steel You wore my heart like it was yours But I was standing alone all along [Verse 2] I blamed myself like it was fact Thought I cracked, thought I lacked But every scar, every snap Was just proof I fell in your trap Not the man I thought I knew You were just a mirror breaking through [Pre-Chorus] I don't lose sleep like I used to Now I see straight through you [Chorus] Now I know you never meant shit to me Every word, a chain to bleed me Pulled me close just to break me down Fed me lies, let me fucking drown Now I know You were never real Hollow name, dead cold steel You wore my heart like it was yours But I was standing alone all along [Bridge] Every message, every fake word Every ‘miss you’ I never deserved Every empty call, fake claim Nothing real, just your fucking game [Final Chorus] Now I know you never meant shit to me Every word, a chain to bleed me Pulled me close just to break me down Fed me lies, let me fucking drown Now I know You were never real Hollow name, dead cold steel You wore my heart like it was yours But I was standing alone all along [Outro] Now I know Run all you want, you can’t hide Your name’s carved in every line You wore my heart like it was yours But I was standing alone all along

[Verse 1] You dressed it up pretty, made it sound sincere Pulled the strings tight, kept me tangled here “Safe place,” “constant,” “you care the most” Turns out, I was just the fool you chose Fed me lines like you cared at all “You’re different,” “you get me” rehearsed, small talk Played the broken card, played the perfect man But it all falls apart when you can’t withstand [Pre-Chorus] You weren’t lost, you weren’t scared You just never cared Everything rehearsed, everything planned Another coward hiding behind a man [Chorus] There’s rot behind the smile, poison in your words Everything you promised was rehearsed “I’ll change,” “I love you,” “I need you close” All scripted lies, all empty ghosts You weren’t broken, you weren’t real You just liked how easy I was to steal There’s rot behind the smile, now it shows You’re not complex, you’re just hollow [Verse 2] “You make me happy,” “I feel safe” staged You said all the right shit to keep me caged “I don’t wanna lose you,” but you lost me twice Guess your comfort always came at my price Told me I “deserved better” yeah, I do Better than wasted time wrapped around you Better than falling for your half-grown mess Better than waiting for you to confess [Pre-Chorus] You weren’t lost, you weren’t scared You just never cared Everything rehearsed, everything planned Another coward hiding behind a man [Chorus] There’s rot behind the smile, poison in your words Everything you promised was rehearsed “I’ll change,” “I love you,” “I need you close” All scripted lies, all empty ghosts You weren’t broken, you weren’t real You just liked how easy I was to steal There’s rot behind the smile, now it shows You’re not complex, you’re just hollow [Bridge] Save the speeches, save the lines I’ve bled enough for your design Keep the pity, keep the mask I’ve seen the wreckage, seen the cracks [Final Chorus] There’s rot behind the smile, poison in your words Everything you promised was rehearsed “I’ll change,” “I love you,” “I need you close” All scripted lies, all empty ghosts You weren’t broken, you weren’t real You just liked how easy I was to steal There’s rot behind the smile, now it shows You’re not complicated, you’re just hollow [Outro] The mask is gone, the wreckage clear You were never worth the tears

[Verse 1] I used to be soft, I used to bend Now I don’t break, I just end You turned love into a weapon Now I sharpen it with no regret I used to beg for something real Now I forget how to feel You didn’t just hurt me, you built this So don’t act shocked when I’m ruthless [Pre-Chorus] You say I’m cold, say I’ve changed But baby, that’s your name engraved I’m just the mirror you don’t wanna see This is what you made of me [Chorus] You made me hard, you made me wild You made the girl you killed go vile You made me fire with no flame A pretty face, no heart, no shame You made me silence, sharp as glass You made me first, but never last You wonder why I’m not the same Look in the mirror This is what you made [Verse 2] I don’t believe in second chances Don’t write back, don’t read the captions You taught me how to disappear Now I’m a ghost you taste in fear I used to cry when you’d let go Now I just watch and hope you choke I hate this skin, but it fits tight And you built every jagged bite [Pre-Chorus] You say I’m bitter, say I’m cruel But I learned that in your rules You broke the girl you used to need Now she’s gone, and this is me [Chorus] You made me sharp, you made me stone You made sure I stood alone You made me numb, you made me dry You made me smile while I’d die You made me rage without a sound You made me love, then cut me down So don’t ask why I feel this way You know damn well It’s what you made [Bridge] I didn’t want this, I didn’t choose But you left scars that taught me to bruise Now I wear pain like a crown And I won’t ever tone it down [Final Chorus] You made me cold, you made me steel You made me fake what I don’t feel You made a storm you couldn’t stop Now I’m the fall after the drop You made me wicked, made me sharp And I don’t even have a heart You built this dark, you carved my shape So take a bow For what you made

[Verse 1] Do you think of me when she’s undressing? When she’s quiet, do you feel the guessing? Does she touch you like she means it deep Or does it feel like she's just tryna compete? When she leans in, does it feel like home Or do you flinch when you're left alone? You told me I was hard to keep... So why can’t you get me outta your sleep? [Pre-Chorus] You say I’m gone, but you rewind Every kiss, every fight, every dirty line [Chorus] Does she remind you of the way I moved? The way I whispered when I wanted you? When she slides her hands up your chest Do you wish that it was me instead? Does she fake wild, but feel tame? Do you miss the way I said your name? When she loves you, does it sting to see She’s trying too hard to replace me? [Verse 2] Does she laugh too soft? Keep it safe? Or does she bring the chaos that you crave? Does she ask you where you’ve been at night Or does she swallow every lie in sight? When she kisses you, do you feel whole Or is it just a body, not a soul? You wanted easy, now you’ve got clean But clean don't stick like what we’ve been [Pre-Chorus] You said I broke you, said I ran But I was the one who knew your hands [Chorus] Does she remind you of the nights we shared? The way I moaned without a care? When she bites your neck and pulls you in Do you wish it was me on your skin? Do her hands feel wrong, do her words fall flat? Do you ever wanna take it back? When she loves you, is it clear to see She’ll never burn like me? [Bridge] I don’t want you back, I just hope you ache Hope every touch reminds you what’s fake Hope you see my face when she turns low And feel the loss you’ll never show [Final Chorus] Does she remind you of the way I screamed? The fire, the fight, the in-between? When she loves you slow, plays it right Do you miss the girl who kept you up all night? Does she follow rules, does she keep things neat? Or does she shake your world like me? You let me go, now you get to see She’ll never be me

[Verse 1] They always think they’ll change the game But every ending feels the same They fall hard, I stay dry I watch them shatter, watch them try They chase a ghost, they never see There’s nothing real inside of me I keep them close until they break Then disappear without the ache [Chorus] They always fall, I never care And yeah, I love to watch them tear They break apart, I stand still It’s never me that takes the spill They always fall, they always lose And I don’t bruise I never bruise [Verse 2] They call it fate, they call it love But I don’t feel a thing above I smile wide, I play along I love to prove their instincts wrong They wanna fix, they wanna save But I just dig a deeper grave I never flinch, I never plead I love to watch them bleed for me [Chorus] They always fall, I never care And yeah, I love to watch them tear They break apart, I stand still It’s never me that takes the spill They always fall, they always lose And I don’t bruise I never bruise [Bridge] It’s not regret, it’s not pretend I love the cracks, I love the end They write their stories in their head But I already planned their end [Final Chorus] They always fall, I never care And yeah, I love to watch them tear They break apart, I stand still It’s never me that takes the spill They always fall, they always lose And I don’t bruise I never bruise [Outro] Yeah, they always fall And I love it all

[Verse 1] You taught me how to burn it down Smile wide while I tear it out You built this sharp, you built this numb I wreck for fun, then watch them run I used to break, I used to care But that part’s buried under there Now I’m the damage walking clean The bitter mess you left in me [Chorus] I’m ruined on purpose Cold by design I rip it apart before it’s mine I don’t love, I don’t stay I leave them empty every day You taught me how to kill the spark Now all I leave is broken parts I’m ruined on purpose You built it that way [Verse 2] I smile sweet, they never see The shattered parts beneath my teeth I pull them close, then tear the seams You made me worse than I believed They call it cruel, they call it wrong But I’ve been hollow all along You gave me scars, I learned the game Now every face just fades the same [Chorus] I’m ruined on purpose Cold by design I rip it apart before it’s mine I don’t love, I don’t stay I leave them empty every day You taught me how to kill the spark Now all I leave is broken parts I’m ruined on purpose You built it that way [Bridge] It’s not revenge, it’s not regret It’s who I am, I won’t forget You wrecked the good, you left the ash I tear them down and never ask [Final Chorus] I’m ruined on purpose Cold by design I rip it apart before it’s mine I don’t love, I don’t stay I leave them empty every day You taught me how to kill the spark Now all I leave is broken parts I’m ruined on purpose You built it that way [Outro] Yeah, you built it that way Ruined on purpose

[Verse 1] I hope your world comes crashing down And no one's there to hear the sound I hope you drown in your own pride And choke on every time you lied I hope your hands forget their grip That every plan begins to slip I hope you feel what I went through And worse Because you wanted to [Pre-Chorus] I don’t want peace, I don’t want grace I want to see your damn disgrace No healing arc, no happy end Just karma crawling through your skin [Chorus] I hope it hurts, I hope it burns I hope your whole life twists and turns I hope you lose what you pretend And never find yourself again I hope your nights are cold as hell That every secret starts to swell I don’t forgive I don’t reverse I hope it cuts I hope it hurts [Verse 2] I hope your smile falls off your face And silence screams inside your space I hope your name becomes a curse That everything you touch gets worse I hope your heart forgets to beat That every win ends in defeat I want to watch you break apart And carry pieces of my scars [Pre-Chorus] You don’t deserve to rise or grow I want you buried in what you sowed I want the world to watch you fall While I stand tall above it all [Chorus] I hope it hurts, I hope it stays I hope you rot in your own ways I hope you fade out slow and small And no one’s there to see you crawl I hope regret eats you alive With every truth you can’t survive I won’t forget I won’t unlearn I hope you drown I hope it burns [Bridge] I won’t move on, I won’t let go I want your pain to fully show You made me nothing, made me bleed Now I want you to need and plead And find there’s nothing left to steal ‘Cause you destroyed what could’ve healed [Final Chorus] I hope it hurts, more every day Until your joy just fades away I hope you scream and no one hears I hope you rot beneath your fears I want to watch, I want to see You fall apart because of me You made your bed Now feel the curse I won’t save you I hope it hurts

[Verse 1] You said you'd never hurt me But your hands said otherwise Touched me slow, then left me bleeding Every word behind disguise You kissed like love, but felt like fire Told me lies wrapped up in skin You looked like heaven on the outside But I swear you’re the devil’s twin [Pre-Chorus 1] I gave you light, you gave me chains You fed me truth, laced with pain [Chorus 1] Two months of lies, two months of games You wore my body, spit my name Said I was special, you just lied Used my soul, then stepped aside I gave you heart, you gave me ash Now I burn what we once had Lucifer’s grin, the devil’s sin I let you in. You let hell win [Verse 2] You’re thirty and still hollow Dressed in charm, fake and thin You used me up, then played the victim Told the world I reeled you in You called it “timing,” called it “space,” But you just wanted one more taste You painted me like I was dirt While you kept clean in all my hurt [Pre-Chorus 2] You broke me quiet, played it cool I see the devil, I played the fool [Chorus 2] Two months of shame, two months of scars I was your silence, you made me starve You never cared, you never tried You held me close so you could hide I gave you more than you deserved Now all you get is every word Lucifer's charm, the devil’s grin You fed on me, then left again [Bridge] You never loved me, just the chase You smiled while taking up my space You lied like scripture, kissed like knives You broke me clean, then built more lies And when they see what's underneath They’ll know you hide with demon teeth [Final Chorus] Two months of hell, and I still scream You killed the girl inside my dream You broke my voice, you cracked my skin Then called it love, then called it sin You walked away, all proud and clean But I’m the fire, you’re kerosene You played the saint, you wore a grin But I know truth You’re Lucifer’s twin

[Verse 1] You said forever like it meant something Held my hand like you were bluffing Promised the sky, gave me dust Made me think it was real, made me trust Now I look back and all I see Is someone who never really saw me You talked big, but it was all cheap And I fell for a promise you couldn’t keep [Pre-Chorus] I thought I’d drown in losing you But I barely got wet once I knew [Chorus] It wasn’t love, it wasn’t fate Just a lesson dressed up as a break It wasn’t deep, it wasn’t true Just a boy who didn’t have a clue And yeah, I cried, but now I see You never really got to me I thought I’d break, thought I’d sink But baby, you just weren’t that deep [Verse 2] I let you ruin perfect days Put your silence on replay Thought I’d never get over the way you left But I’m good, I’m light, and I’ve got breath You’re just a name I don’t say out loud Just a face I scroll right past now I gave too much, but not anymore You’re just something I don’t cry for [Pre-Chorus] I thought you’d leave me torn apart But you barely made it to my heart [Chorus] It wasn’t love, it wasn’t right Just another almost in my life It wasn’t deep, it wasn’t soul Just a lie I tried to hold And yeah, it stung, but now it’s clear You never got that close, my dear I thought I’d drown, thought I’d grieve But baby, you just weren’t that deep [Bridge] I’m not bitter, I’m just free From the story I wrote about you and me Turns out the fall was just a trip And now I laugh at what I miss [Final Chorus] It wasn’t love, it wasn’t pain Just a detour off my lane You never cracked the realest part Never made it to my heart I thought you mattered, thought I’d bleed But it was shallow underneath Now I know, now I breathe You were never That deep

[Verse 1] Should’ve stopped at one, but I was blind Gave you two, no more time Twice was dumb, I’ll say it straight I’m clear, it’s too late [Pre-Chorus] Blocked your name, shut that door Wouldn’t touch you anymore [Chorus] Not a third time, even if you begged Never again, I meant what I said Should’ve seen it from the start You were never worth my time No rewind, not my kind I don’t look back, I leave it behind [Verse 2] Look at you now, don’t feel a thing Don’t want your face, don’t want your grin I missed it once, yeah that’s true I wouldn’t touch you even if I could [Pre-Chorus] Blocked your name, shut that door Don’t want you anymore [Chorus] Not a third time, even if you begged Never again, I meant what I said Should’ve seen it from the start You were never worth my time No rewind, not my kind I don’t look back, I leave it behind [Final Hook] You were never worth my time

[Verse 1] I burned alive in silence, yeah Died in every lie you said You tore me open, let me bleed But I didn’t die, I started to breathe Pain became my armor Ash became my breath You didn’t kill me, you just let me find What’s left [Pre-Chorus] I shed my softness, shed my skin Now you’ll never get back in You lit the match, you watched me fall But baby, I outlived it all [Chorus] Now I rise in phoenix skin Stronger than I’ve ever been You took the light, I made it fire Built a throne out of the pyre You can’t reach me, you can’t win I’m not her, I’m what begins You lost me when I lost the pain Now I walk out of the flame [Verse 2] I used to beg for mercy Now I don’t pray at all I answer to no one Not even to the fall You fed me hell, I ate it Now it runs through my veins You wanted me to disappear But I became the flames [Pre-Chorus] No more crying, no collapse I found my breath beneath the ash You made the storm, I became the sky Now I just watch you wonder why [Chorus] Now I rise in phoenix skin Stripped of who I could have been You made a monster, made a flame But I’m not burning down in shame You can’t touch me, you can’t win I’m not her, I’m what begins You lost control when I took name Now I walk out of the flame [Bridge] This isn’t peace, this isn’t grace It’s power written on my face This is the cost of every sin I don’t forgive, I rise again [Final Chorus] Now I rise in phoenix skin Unrecognizable within No more begging, no more chains Just wings born from all the pain I’m untouchable, I’m new There’s nothing left for you to do I’m the ashes you can’t claim And I’m walking Out of the flame

[Verse 1] I used to wait on your reply Staring at the screen like you'd come alive Poured my heart into the blue Got nothing back but the ghost of you You played quiet, I played loud Tried to break through, but you tuned me out I gave it all, you gave the bare I screamed into the empty air [Pre-Chorus] I told you things I never told You gave me silence, ice cold [Chorus] You left me in an echo chamber Every "I love you" came back stranger I was talking to a wall Falling, while you watched me crawl You let me drown in your retreat You let my words just hit repeat I was alone with nothing returned Echoes While I burned [Verse 2] You said "I'm tired," said "not now" Like love’s a job you can clock out I reached for you through static noise But you were busy killing joy I stayed late, I held the weight You shut the door, left me to wait You never said much, never asked Just let me talk into the past [Pre-Chorus] Every time I bared my soul You left the silence in control [Chorus] You left me in an echo chamber Words came back a little fainter Every cry, every plea Came back bruised and haunting me You let me fight for something fake You watched my heart begin to break I was alone in that cold repeat Echoes On repeat [Bridge] Stopped talking, nothing changed Stopped trying, you stayed the same Now I see you for what you were An echo I no longer serve [Final Chorus] I’m done with the echo chamber No more love that turns to vapor You can sit in all that space While I reclaim what you erased I’m not a voice you'll mute again I’m not a girl who breaks and bends I left that room I closed that verse No more echoes I come first

[Verse 1] You said “I love you” every night Like it was nothing, like it was right Pulled me close, made me believe Then left your lies inside of me You kissed like truth, but you were fake Every promise, every ache You built me up just to destroy Played me like your broken toy [Pre-Chorus 1] I gave you everything I had You smiled while I cracked in half [Chorus 1] You never meant it Not the love, not the touch, not one damn second Said the words just to keep me blind While you tore me down line by line I was bleeding, calling it fate You were gone before it got late Now I’m screaming, done with this You never meant it [Verse 2] You loved control, you loved the game You loved me weak, loved me in chains Every "babe" and every lie Was just to keep me asking why I stayed too long, I played it soft You took and took, then cut me off And while I begged for something real You smiled like I was just a meal [Pre-Chorus 2] I see the truth behind your grin You broke me just to win [Chorus 2] You never meant it Not the tears, not the laughs, not the nights we spent in Held me down with your quiet hands While you planned your next escape plan I was loving, raw and true You were always halfway through Now I’m rising, sick of this You never meant it [Bridge] Don’t say sorry Don’t say “I tried” You didn’t love me You just liked Watching me fall Hearing me break Feeding me love You knew was fake [Final Chorus] You never meant it You just loved the way I broke while trying to fix it Said "forever" just to feel control Then left me shattered, cold and alone You never loved me, not one bit You loved the power, loved the hit But I’m done being your regret I know now You never meant it

[Verse 1] You left like I was nothing Like my wreck didn’t mean a fucking thing Silence where promises used to burn Took everything, gave nothing in return I bit my tongue, held the flood But I bled while you played good Kept my name clean, kept my mouth shut Now I’m done carrying your cut [Pre-Chorus] You thought I'd cry and keep it quiet But I’m done, I’m done staying silent [Chorus] You don’t get to forget my name Don’t get to wipe off the blame While I bled out, while I broke down You moved on like I’m not around But I’ll make sure you feel this burn Every bridge, I’ll let it turn You don’t get to walk untouched Not after everything you crushed [Verse 2] You think she’ll love you better Let her hold your dead letters But she didn’t see me hit the floor Didn’t hold you through the war You wore my heart like your own toy Lied until you destroyed But I’m not soft, not anymore Your name’s carved in every door [Pre-Chorus] You thought I'd cry and keep it quiet But I’m done, I’m done staying silent [Chorus] You don’t get to forget my name Don’t get to wipe off the blame While I bled out, while I broke down You moved on like I’m not around But I’ll make sure you feel this burn Every bridge, I’ll let it turn You don’t get to walk untouched Not after everything you crushed [Bridge] Every song, every scream I’ll turn your peace into a bad dream Won’t let your story lie I’ll write the truth until you fry [Final Chorus] You don’t get to forget my face Don’t get to outrun your disgrace While I bled out, while I broke down You moved on like I’m not around But now your name’s on every line Every lyric, every rhyme You don’t get to walk untouched Not after everything you crushed

[Verse 1] You left first and that’s the fact Didn’t flinch, didn’t look back Played your lines, rehearsed them clean Kept the cracks just out of reach Said I’m different, made it sound true Funny how it’s all just you Took a year but now I see You never meant a thing to me [Chorus] Took me a year to break that spell A year to pull the mask and tell Every lie dressed up as proof Every line you used as truth Took me a year but now it’s plain You’re not deep, you’re just the same Took me a year but now it’s clear There’s nothing left to keep here [Verse 2] You made it sound like I was safe Same old lines, just changed the name Said you’d change but that’s a trick You don’t fix what never sticks Told me better’s what I need Turns out better starts with me Took a year but now it’s done All your damage comes undone [Chorus] Took me a year to break that spell A year to pull the mask and tell Every lie dressed up as proof Every line you used as truth Took me a year but now it’s plain You’re not deep, you’re just the same Took me a year but now it’s clear There’s nothing left to keep here [Bridge] Fake I love you, painted bright Covered cracks, blocked the light Time cuts clean, truth breaks skin Now I see what’s always been [Final Chorus] Took me a year to break that spell A year to pull the mask and tell Every lie dressed up as proof Every line you used as truth Took me a year but now it’s plain You’re not deep, you’re just the same Took me a year but now it’s clear There’s nothing left to keep here [Outro] Yeah you left but I walked too Took a year to see the truth

[Verse 1] You thought I came back to forgive But I came back to watch you live Just long enough to drop your guard Then twist the knife in every scar I smiled like I forgot the past But I was counting down so fast Every kiss, every soft word Just another weapon you never heard [Pre-Chorus 1] You thought you won another chance I let you dance then killed the dance [Chorus 1] I came back to break you Slow and sharp, so you'd never see through I played sweet, I played warm But I was the fucking storm I made you fall, then watched you bleed I fed your hope and starved your need You thought I came to heal what’s true But I only came To shatter you [Verse 2] You laid your love down like a bet I smiled and doubled all the debt I let you think I gave a damn While planning where the pain would land I wore the dress, I said the lines I let you sleep between my lies You never saw the trap, the trick But I was loaded, dark, and slick [Pre-Chorus 2] You begged for peace, I gave you war I let you knock, then slammed the door [Chorus 2] I came back to break you With every lie I dressed as true I let you think I gave a fuck While dragging you through all my muck I didn’t heal, I didn’t bend I just came back to end your end You thought this love was something new But I only came To ruin you [Bridge – Spoken/Sung] This was never mercy This was never love This was every scream I swallowed Turned into a shove You gave me pain, I gave it worse Wrapped it soft, then dropped a curse [Final Chorus] I came back to break you Built you up just to fucking fake you You held me like your past was clean But I was writing your final scene I gave you heaven for one night Then left you wrecked by morning light You thought I came to see it through But I never came To love you

[Verse 1] You thought you were smooth, getting around Sloppy lies, thinking I’d never find out You touched her skin like I didn’t exist But I saw it all and I couldn’t resist [Pre-Chorus] No confession, no remorse You wrote the script, I changed the course [Chorus] Karma wore my skin and I loved the burn Made you choke on lessons you’ll never learn While you were busy thinking you’d won I was out there, getting it done You think you’re clean, you think you’re king I cut deeper, left scars you’ll never see This isn’t mercy, this is the sting Karma wore my skin and I don’t regret a thing [Verse 2] Smiled in your face while I stayed ahead You cheated loud, I burned it down You played it sloppy, I played it cold I ran the game and I kept control [Chorus] Karma wore my skin and I loved the burn Made you choke on lessons you’ll never learn While you were busy thinking you’d won I was out there, getting it done You think you’re clean, you think you’re king I cut deeper, left scars you’ll never see This isn’t mercy, this is the sting Karma wore my skin and I don’t regret a thing [Bridge] You’ll never know the names, the nights The clean escapes, the perfect lies My silence is the loudest win Your punishment lives under your skin [Breakdown] No guilt, no shame You made me I mastered your game [Final Chorus] Karma wore my skin and I loved the burn Made you choke on lessons you’ll never learn While you were busy thinking you’d won I was out there, getting it done You think you’re clean, you think you’re king I cut deeper, left scars you’ll never see This isn’t mercy, this is the sting Karma wore my skin and I don’t regret a thing [Outro] I don’t regret a thing Never again

[Verse 1] Big talk, small facts You sold the dream, I saw the cracks Thought you had me stuck for good Guess you misunderstood Played it smooth, played it clean Thought I’d never see the strings But underneath it’s always been Small as you, nothing in between [Chorus] You’re not impressive, never were It’s all small truth, you tried to blur Played the man, played it loud Couldn’t measure up when it counts All that ego, all that front But small stays small when the mask comes off You’re not impressive, never been Nothing deeper, nothing within [Verse 2] All your charm, all your spin Thought you’d keep the cracks hidden in But the lights go out, the act fades fast And small’s the only thing that lasts Talked a big game, took your shot But the truth don’t stretch what you’ve got Not a man, not a threat Nothing there to impress [Chorus] You’re not impressive, never were It’s all small truth, you tried to blur Played the man, played it loud Couldn’t measure up when it counts All that ego, all that front But small stays small when the mask comes off You’re not impressive, never been Nothing deeper, nothing within [Bridge] It’s not revenge, it’s not spite It’s just facts you can’t rewrite Played it loud, walked away But small stays small at the end of the day [Final Chorus] You’re not impressive, never were It’s all small truth, you tried to blur Played the man, played it loud Couldn’t measure up when it counts All that ego, all that front But small stays small when the mask comes off You’re not impressive, never been Nothing deeper, nothing within [Outro] You fooled yourself, not me Small’s all you’ll ever be

[Verse 1] You’re not deep, you’re just full of shit Small man, small dick, small mind, that’s all you ever been Walking around like you’re some king But no crown, no guts, no spine You fuck, lie, vanish, repeat You were never mine Played the fool while you fed your ego Now I see it crystal clear You were nothing but fake relief [Pre-Chorus] Your face ain’t haunting Your name ain’t gold You’re just another low-end story That’s already old [Chorus] There’s nothing worth saving in you Not your name, not your face, not your soul Rot in your own skin Choke on your own control I won’t burn your picture That’d give it too much worth You’re trash in human form Walking, talking dirt [Verse 2] Fake soft eyes, fake sad boy cry Mother’s boy, liar’s pride Apron strings still tied Pathetic fuck, acting like a man But running back to mummy’s hand I watched you fuck me over Like it meant nothing at all Now I hope every girl that meets you Leaves laughing at how small [Pre-Chorus] No deep love lost No history that stays I cut that shit off And threw it all away [Chorus] There’s nothing worth saving in you Not your name, not your face, not your soul Rot in your own skin Choke on your own control I won’t burn your picture That’d give it too much worth You’re trash in human form Walking, talking dirt [Bridge] Two inches ain’t a crime But acting like it’s more should be No real man leaves scars and runs That’s some weak shit, you know it I could scream, but silence kills better You won’t hear me, you’ll just feel it Every time she touches you And you know you ain’t it [Final Chorus] There’s nothing worth saving in you Not your name, not your face, not your soul Rot in your own skin Choke on your own control You ain’t a ghost, ain’t a god Ain’t some untouchable thing You’re just a joke Walking this earth With nothing worth saving

[Verse 1] Funny how I cried for you Thought you were the best I’d do But now I see, let’s be real You were never that big of a deal I gave you gold, you gave me games Now I don’t even miss your name You lost the prize, I’ve moved on Guess who’s been textin’ me all along? [Pre-Chorus] You made the rules, thought I’d obey Guess what, babe? Not today [Chorus] You were never that special Not worth the heartbreak, not on your level You said don’t text your best friend Babe, I already did And I might take it further Just depends how I feel You were never that special Now I can see Lettin’ you go looks good on me New dress, new vibe Say it loud, say it clear Should’ve known I’d be the one you’d fear [Verse 2] Told me I’d regret the day But look at me, I’m doin’ okay Glowin’ up, wild and free Love how sweet the payback feels to me Your best friend’s cute, and that’s no lie Might just cross that little line You can keep your pride and pain I’m too busy runnin’ the game [Pre-Chorus] You made the rules, thought I’d obey Guess what, babe? Not today [Chorus] You were never that special Not worth the heartbreak, not on your level You said don’t text your best friend Babe, I already did And I might take it further Just depends how I feel You were never that special Now I can see Lettin’ you go looks good on me New dress, new vibe Say it loud, say it clear Should’ve known I’d be the one you’d fear [Bridge] The glow-up’s real The joke’s on you Your biggest mistake Was thinkin’ I’d lose [Final Chorus] You were never that special Not worth the heartbreak, not on your level You said don’t text your best friend Babe, I already did And I might take it further Just depends how I feel You were never that special Now I can see Lettin’ you go looks good on me New dress, new vibe Say it loud, say it clear Should’ve known I’d be the one you’d fear

[Verse 1] It’s quiet here Too quiet to breathe The kind of silence That sinks into me The fire’s gone The fight burned out Now I’m just smoke And shadowed doubt [Pre-Chorus] I thought I'd feel free when it was over But I only feel colder [Chorus] This is after the end When the world stops spinning No goodbyes, no revenge Just the slow, slow thinning Of everything I used to be And everything you left in me There’s no light, no rage to send Just me After the end [Verse 2] Your name still echoes But there’s no reply Just rooms I walk through Where pieces of me lie The mirror don’t know me The bed still smells like sin I’m not crying But I’m caving in [Pre-Chorus] I’m not healing, I’m not whole I’m just filling in the hole [Chorus] This is after the end Where the quiet screams loud No more running to defend No more blame in the crowd Just me, the wreck, the mess you made The silence in the bed we laid No strength left to pretend Just me After the end [Outro] No closure, no clean break Just bones beneath the ache If you ever wonder what became of me I faded After the end

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